Monday, July 18, 2011

Smashing Gourds

While reading in 2 Kings 4 the other day, I was reminded of something I did as a young girl, maybe around twelve years old.  My sister and I picked some gourds we found on our church building property and threw them, smashing them into pieces all over the parking lot.  I know you may be wondering why, but I honestly couldn’t tell you why at the time.  I just know it felt naughty and wrong, but I couldn’t help myself. 

The pastor of this church was very angry with us.  In fact, he was so angry that he took us into the office and paddled us.  It sounds ridiculous that a pastor would do that, but I assure you, it happened. He said those gourds were his "personal gourds" and he was growing them for a purpose. Granted, I believe we needed to be disciplined because what we did was absolutely wrong.  But there was so much more to this whole story than meets the eye. This was the church that also told us we couldn’t wear pants, we couldn’t listen to “devil” music (anything that was on the radio clearly qualified as such) and they were very controlling of our family’s personal life.  If I told you more details, you may not believe me.  Or maybe you would, if you came from the same kind of background.  As a matter of fact, when we finally wised up and left the church, we received anonymous hate mail from members for months.  It was horrible.

Down deep in my heart, I think I may have been as bitter as those gourds probably tasted because my dad allowed us to go to this controlling and legalistic church for so long.  It was just a terrible memory and honestly I’ve blocked a lot of it out of my mind because it was so traumatizing.  But after reading 2 Kings 4, I feel differently about the whole situation.

In 2 Kings 4, verses 38-41, I read this:

 38 Elisha now returned to Gilgal, and there was a famine in the land. One day as the group of prophets was seated before him, he said to his servant, “Put a large pot on the fire, and make some stew for the rest of the group.”
 39 One of the young men went out into the field to gather herbs and came back with a pocketful of wild gourds. He shredded them and put them into the pot without realizing they were poisonous. 40 Some of the stew was served to the men. But after they had eaten a bite or two they cried out, “Man of God, there’s poison in this stew!” So they would not eat it.
 41 Elisha said, “Bring me some flour.” Then he threw it into the pot and said, “Now it’s all right; go ahead and eat.” And then it did not harm them.

Immediately, my “smashing gourds” act came to mind and I began to wonder what God was going to teach me, so I prayed for His wisdom.  I realized quickly that the servant of Elisha was really trying to do a good thing – and so was my dad.  He didn’t realize the gourds were poisonous – he was just trying to feed the people.  My dad was doing the same – trying to feed his family, spiritually speaking.  I immediately released the resentment that I held onto for so long and my heart began to change.

But there is more….so much more to this important lesson.  The gourds, to me, represent the legalism and man-made religion that can seep in and poison the church.  What was Elisha’s solution?  He sprinkled flour into the pot of stew.  What on earth could that possibly mean?

In researching the original text of the scripture, it was actually the Hebrew word quemach, which is the word for “meal”.  It was the flour used to make bread.  Well, who is the Bread of Life, according to John 6:35?  Jesus, Himself.  So when Elisha sprinkled flour into the stew, God was showing us that when we sprinkle the Truth – Jesus – into our poisonous stew of legalism and man-made religion, He can make it healthy and nourishing.  What a miracle!

I have always been upset about how I was brought up in legalism, but now I have a completely different perspective.  Though I was raised for a few years in legalism, I can also say that I was raised in the Scriptures.  God’s Word does not return without accomplishing what it was sent out to do, according to Isaiah 55:11.   All of the scriptures that I memorized during those years at a legalistic church have come to life inside of my heart now that I have found a true relationship with Jesus!   What a blessing that is!  Though they were just words that were imposed on me then, they are words that are imbedded in my heart now and for that I am so thankful.

If you’ve been raised in the poisonous stew of bitter-gourd legalism, just sprinkle the Truth of Jesus into your stew and watch what He does.  He takes what the enemy meant for harm in your life and miraculously changes your poisonous stew into a nutritious and healthy meal if you will allow Him!

By the way, it is not lost on me that I was smashing those bitter-tasting gourds on the road as a young girl.  I feel it was a sneak peek into my future.  God was graciously showing me I would be smashing those poisonous things as part of my ministry for many years down the road.

Romans 8:28  And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose for them.


Kendra said...

You are so brave to dive into your prickly past! Too often I run from painful memories, never thinking to stop and ask God for wisdom and discernment...I have been doubly blessed by you today!! Thanks!
PS I'm a recovering pharisee, so I'd LOVE to go gourd smashing with you some day :)

rebdeweb said...

So good Leslie. Once had a "conversation" with Jesus about my Catholic upbringing. The Lord said it was good. I asked how it could be good, because I didn't know Him fact, I'm not sure if the nuns and priests knew Him either. but He said they did the best they could with what they knew (which was legalism) but it did lay a foundation of character, morals, and deep conviction that sin was bad. And He did send people my way later that did lead me to that personal relationship. So yes Leslie, I can certainly relate.

In His Courts said...

This event in the book of Kings took place in Gilgal. Gilgal in Hebrew means to bring to a complete "circle". So God brought your full circle with your "smashing gourds" as He covered your past sin with the power of his word. As Beth Moore would say: "You had a Gilgal experience."

Leslie Nease said...

Thanks so much for your comments, ladies! :) Linda - you're absolutely right - I've come full circle!! :) I love you!

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